I am having such a long day today! Eyes are getting heavier..
I went out with 4some to celebrate birthday but somehow or rather things didn't turn out quite well.
Well.. I guess i was the one who started it first. I guess my tone of talking that has made everyone exceptionally unhappy.
But i felt that strain of friendship all the time, I really didn't want things to turn out this way.
I don't understand sometimes. Is friendship that hard to be kept well? but if there's isn't any tiff, then how can we know one another better?? Practically, we have to give way and please one another..I guess.
But having these friends are very prestigious to me cause i believe we have gone through thick and thin together throughout our 9 years friendship.
Sometimes when we have a quarrel would be defitnitely on small little things! Sometimes quarrels would become an motivation for me, maybe to her too! I Hope. Whatever it is..
My personal felt for 'SH' is that we have spent lots of time together for the last of 2 years. I like that feeling. But somehow i sometimes don't like the way she treats me. Makes me puzzle, and i feel like a fool to her and to others.
But one thing that i really believe in is that if a true friends is in trouble, the other will try as they might to help the friend to get over the hardest/saddest moment in life.
Thank God there's always a separator for us when we have a mini tiff.
I Pray that our friendship will be even stronger after so many quarrels, and that we are still able to bond like sisters like that. I pray that peace will come into this 4some friendships that nothing can never seems impossible for us to fight through. AMEN

When i got home, i was so tired that i soon fast fell asleep. I overslept and was late for work. And chatted with mum a little while. My mum was pretty upset by the high rise of electricity bills that is coming in every month.
I better do something to help my mum lighten her load. Well, I can say my mum doesn't earns much and has been paying for so many things. Money seems to be the tightest issue so i try as i may to save as much as i can!
God please Bless My Family with good health and stable income. AMEN.

Yesterday, was my last day at AMK. SHIOK, no need to hear complaints about us anymore. I wish to Nest best of luck at AMK! It's a place that is indescribable. For the past 2 weeks i have made couple of friends over there! Some are very cute, some are so hilarious, Ready to tell you lots of joke to brighten up our day!(: I thank God for that lady who shared her testimony with us, Story of her life. How God have protected her and give her more time on earth to cherish the people around her. AMAZING story!!

These few days i felt that my heart has sank very deep down. Something seems amiss! I JUST... don't what is it that made me felt this way. Have not beeen very obedient by spending time with God. I just can't focus. I really wonder why did i join DG!! I felt i can't give that time anymore like last time. And more over there's not much expectation of me already, so if there's a chance, i guess i want to restart a whole new life with God again!
Shock me to clear my brains, so that i can forget about all the past hurts.

IWISHTORESTARTMYLIFE!